ok all, wednesday is FINALLY our for real for real final inspection before our file gets sent over to placement.
it was actually a miscommunication on our behalf that prolonged the meeting. oops!
wednesday has never felt so close (SO much to do!) and so far away (so much happening in between)! to be totally honest i have no idea how long it will be until a child is placed in our home, and even then we won't know what the permanency plan is right away.
but i can't stop myself from thinking "this might be the last birthday party i have to show up at without a child" or "maybe by next [insert nearest holiday] we'll have kids around" i even had to stop myself from buying a clearance toddler halloween costume the other day... it was NOT easy.
but, hopefully after wednesday we'll have some kind of concrete answer about something. i just want something to hold onto
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